i cant sleep. damn you 2pm double espresso. also stewing in my round about shady-ness. i guess i just keep diggin the hole (and the whole) deeper. cuz i fucked up and did bad things to make my permanent crush hurt. and then i did. hurt 2 people. and it sucks. and i regret it. and yet, i continued to do this. i wanted him to hurt like he'd been hurting me, and then i realized it doesnt work that way and i look like the asshole slut who just goes around doing people. but in reality i just pine after and go about it in ALL THE WRONG WAYS.
in other news:
my cat gained like 5 pounds.
i miss nancy.
i miss kadoodle.
i am lonely.
i have no hope for the future.
i have to work in 6 hours.
i drink too much and take pills and smoke.
i am sarcastic all the time.
oh, and i think i will never blog when i am happy. which is totes the tooth.
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